moniquexo:

ordinarythrills:

moniquexo:

ordinarythrills:

I don’t get upset often. I don’t get jealous. I don’t get emotional about stupid things. I don’t care about having a boyfriend. I don’t care to wear the best clothes or have the best things. I don’t care about drama. I don’t care to gossip. I really just don’t get emotional about anything. So why…

i hear ya girl. especially with the instant attraction thing, some guys just draw you in and you have no idea why, you just know there’s a connection there. 

Exactly! And that’s all I’m wanting these days. I won’t settle for anything else. There’s just something so thrilling when you finally feel it; it’s not like a shock of electricity that soars through your veins but a form of intense energy that totally overwhelms you and consumes you. You can feel yourself falling and you don’t know why but it happens even though you hardly know him well at all but you feel a pull when you get close to him… and then you just feel this ache twist inside of you when he leaves.

it is amazing how well you put that into words. i know exactly what you mean! and then you feel like you can never settle for anyone else, once this one person intrigues you and charms you and pulls you in. and even if you barely know him, you feel like your heart will actually break if doesn’t notice you.

It’s really frightening and exhilarating how much one person can make you feel all at once— how happy and in one piece and alive at one moment but then so crushed and broken the next when they leave and steal all of that away from you. I really can’t believe how much I’m feeling when so little time has passed. My friends think I’m ridiculous so I’m not even able to talk to them about it. I am so glad you understand. It’s nice not to feel so alone.

same here. sometimes all my friends think i’m being so irrational and not thinking about the future or logic or anything, but moments like those are moments i think are essential to living and maturing. feelings and instincts are there for a reason, and putting them away just makes it harder. take logic into account but follow your heart, and if you screw up, learn from it. that’s sort of my philosophy.

Such Great Heights - Iron & Wine.

Cold War - The Morning Benders.

• you have no right to judge anyone before you get to know them personally.
• you’ll gain only hate from cruelty.
• everything that is good comes from kindness.
• karma is a reality.
• all you have is your body and mind; be careful with your poisons.
• appreciate mother earth, for she is deteriorating with each passing second.
• don’t get attached to material things, they all break eventually.
• temporary highs aren’t nearly as satisfying as permanent stability.
• gaining popularity is usually synonymous with losing wholesomeness. 
• you only have one chance to live, so don’t run away from thrills.
• if you never try, you’ll never know and always regret. so experiment.
• over time, the world hollows us out and leaves us empty.
• if you’re still young, be wild, get inspired, create, and feel alive.

that kid in the center is a campfire. umm. what.

Dat New New (Viking Remix) - Kid Cudi.

One Thousand Nine Hundred and One Folks - Phoenix vs. Peter, Bjorn and John.

it’s decided, i want to be a rooftop dj in amsterdam. 

Wagon Wheel - Old Crow Medicine Show.

this song makes me want to sit on the front porch of a log cabin, high up in the blue ridge mountains. i want my dearest friends and guitars and banjos and satisfying harmonies. i want to inhale sweet mountain air and exhale my stress.